The most intense run in my life.
Sunday, August 26, 2012 2:49 AM
Hi. I feel like crap right now. I want to go for a run right now. To stop myself from crying. Haha. It sounds so stupid but why am I so afraid of people? So afraid of rejection. Looked up by so many, telling me I'm the only one they ever knew for being able to stay unbroken even when something isn't right. Well truth is... You obviously dont know who am i. You dont know me at all....
And truth is. I have such a confused heart. I dont know what to feel anymore. I'm so numb to anything and everything and I wonder when it'll stop. So many problems to think of solutions to at this age. What will happen later then? What other problems will I face? Will I be so much more numb that I end up just.... Really what would I feel? UGH.