Of course I know it's important.
Tuesday, June 12, 2012 10:00 PM
Yes, I know that you need to go rhe extra mile to achieve the approved social pass but really? Why choose me to go with you, out of the other two kids you have? I mean, yes I know it's important but I already told you my plans for that day yesterday and you approved of it. I remind you everyday cause I know you will forget my plans, as always. Then tonight, suddenly, you had totake the approval away? Why? I hate last minute changes and I hate that you ALWAYS ask me. Really, it's time for me to start being less sensible and pretend I dont know everything. Yeah I know. It's my duty to help you as a child but. Have you ever tried learning all these things and tried being a little be dependent on yourself to do these annual things. You have to go through all these every year but it seems like you've never done thie before. Ugh.
Right. Probably that's the end of another mindless rant.... Not.
I'm getting even more impatient these days. Not sure why but yup. It's one of those days where you just feel so used. Lol. Shouldn't say my mum used me but I think she's being a little too dependent on me until all my plans have to pushed away first. Even my dad EXPECTS me to go with her. So unfair. Unfair unfair unfair. I'm only 15, barely 16! And I have to be responsible for nearly everything. Maybe I shouldn't have been so eager to know how to use ATMs and be less tech-savvy.
But no matter how aggravated I can get, I still love you Mom.
Not so innocent.
Sunday, June 03, 2012 11:31 PM
Hi kids.
Do not ever imagine this but imagine this now.
Break someone's limbs and neck and dig their eyes out with a pen then feed them to the souls.
Okay fucking scary don't you think? Hate it when I get cheated on. No I have no boyfriend. I have no story of the boy timing me but people are starting to cheat me of my feelings. I get fooled time and time again and of course, I have done nothing about it. Such a good person aren't I?
I'm starting to wonder if my imaginations are normal. I must have serious issues and a really bad case of split personality. I MUST TRULY SCARE LOTS OF PEOPLE.
Oh wait... Maybe not. They don't even know.