MYEs are up. Holidays are coming up. I dont think I'm not quite ready for holidays to come. And I'll definitely be spending most of my time studying. For sure. Now that I've found new spots for me to study. I miss Haffeq. Kay, that was plain random.

I need time to get away, from everyone. Okay maybe not everyone. I think I kinda need some space and time to think. Just think.

On another note, I broke a glass for the first time in like...... One month. So I've been told I'm clumsy and I just hate the fact that my parents are using that excuse to haunt me.


No one knows how much it hurts.
No. Not the parents thing. I feel like crying till my eyes get so swollen. But I can bet. No ons will realise it. No one cares.

You know the way when that one guy looks at you and talks to you like he has known you since forever even though you just met? Yes, I have that feeling. And that feeling is so awesome and makes you feel so tingly inside. Which makes you feel all whirly in your stomach. I love this feeling. Though I really feel like I'm about to faint right now.

examinations. Mid-year examinations. Exactly a year and a half more before the long awaited examinations, the "most important" examinations. Pssh. I'm only in Secondary 3 and I'm worrying ten times more that my 17 year old sister who would be having her O's this year. So yeah. I know that you're gonna tell me that I, am psychotic. At leastI care about studying. Unlike you.

Anywho, my past scares me. Does anyone feel the same too? Is this normal?

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The girl's name Audi \a(u)-di\ is a variant of Audrey (Old English),
and the meaning of Audi is "noble strength". The baby name Audi sounds like Adi, Addi, Auda, Aude, Aud, Audie and Judi.
Other similar baby names are Andi, Audri and Rudi. Audi is an uncommon first name for women but a somewhat common
last name for both men and women (#44672 out of 88799). (1990 U.S. Census)

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Once, I wished for a pony. Now, I just want pure happiness.